I wonder
I wonder if he knows I love him more than any boy in the world.
I wonder if he knows I spent 12 years waiting for the moment we started going out.
I wonder if he knows I’d do anything for him.
I wonder if he knows that it hurts when he’s not around, when he doesn’t focus, when he acts selfishly.
I wonder if he misses me right now as much as I miss him.
Better
So it’s funny. I read those last really weird posts I made. Jeez. It’s amazing what some good help and medicine can do. I don’t feel like that anymore and I have 4 things that I can thank for that. Myself, my boyfriend, my shrink, and my medicine.
I’ve succeeded in law school, I’m in a wonderful, healthy relationship, I’m interning for a judge AND working at a law firm, and I’m just happy and enjoying life.
Thank you, world.
Love is rough.
It’s really hard to not know whether or not someone feels the same way about you as you do about them. You can know some things but not fully know whether everything is reciprocated.
It gets harder even though things stay the same. Love is rough.
Why my boyfriend likes me.
- Me: Why do you like me?
- Patrick Michael: Your tatas, your smile, the fact that I tease you about little things and you don't seem to mind, and the fact that you like me so much that it's borderline crazy.
- Me: Hey!
- Patrick Michael: I said borderline! It can go either way!
