What I'll be like after my last final of law...
I wonder if he knows I love him more than any boy in the world. I wonder if he knows I spent 12 years waiting for the moment we started going out. I wonder if he knows I’d do anything for him. I wonder if he knows that it hurts when he’s not around, when he doesn’t focus, when he acts selfishly. I wonder if he misses me right now as much as I miss him.
So it’s funny. I read those last really weird posts I made. Jeez. It’s amazing what some good help and medicine can do. I don’t feel like that anymore and I have 4 things that I can thank for that. Myself, my boyfriend, my shrink, and my medicine. I’ve succeeded in law school, I’m in a wonderful, healthy relationship, I’m interning for a judge AND working at a...
It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.– Dumbledore
Love is rough.
It’s really hard to not know whether or not someone feels the same way about you as you do about them. You can know some things but not fully know whether everything is reciprocated. It gets harder even though things stay the same. Love is rough.
I feel tired. Tired of just about everything. I don’t know why. I have no interest. Don’t want to start law school up again. Don’t want to go out. I’m bored if I do. It’s really shitty. I need to fix this but don’t know how.
Why my boyfriend likes me.
Me: Why do you like me?
Patrick Michael: Your tatas, your smile, the fact that I tease you about little things and you don't seem to mind, and the fact that you like me so much that it's borderline crazy.
Patrick Michael: I said borderline! It can go either way!
O hai tumblr. Long time no see. Maybe we can be friends again and I can let out my emotions!
Cat in a box!
I'm a huge contradiction.
I hate Miami.I hate Miami.I hate Miami.I hate Miami.I hate Miami.I hate Miami.I hate Miami.I hate Miami.I hate Miami. I don’t know where to go.
I don't know why this happens...
I have that feeling again, like when I was a kid. The feeling of sheer panic and terror that gets more profound as the night falls. I used to get it when I knew the weekend was over and I’d have school the next day. Like I was scared of the next day, terrified of going to bed, anguished to be alone. I want it to go away and never come back but I feel so sick to my stomach and so afraid of...
Sometimes I feel uneasy. The end.
Zooey Deschanel and Ben Gibbard got married... →
I can’t wait to see pictures of the actual wedding. Someone’s got to have some.
Scarlett Johansson and Ryan Reynolds last year. →
Currently hating California.
One of my best friends is leaving me and moving away. Across the country and even though we don’t hang out as much just knowing he’s on the other side of the country just makes me so sad. Planning for when he comes home isn’t the way I want things to be. I don’t want to worry about time differences, not being able to go to my house for parties, not having the option of...
I've got the blues.
My Kraft macaroni and cheese is in the shape of macaroni noodles. Who the he’ll bought this?! Where’s my Scooby Doo mac and cheese?!?!?!
What’s the deal with smiles? I was wondering the other day. I didn’t want to smile I was in a really bad mood and all of a sudden, there it was. Involuntarily it just happened. I couldn’t control my muscles. Now it was either just this involuntary muscle spasm or it was Mark. Upset as I was or not Mark was trying to make me smile and it worked. It made me feel really confused...
One of my biggest pet peeves is when people censor themselves purposely. This f***ing sucks! Sh*t, man. Why? What the fuck is the point of that?! If you’re trying to be religious, sorry Charlie, but God knows what you intended to say. If you’re just trying to be self righteous, sorry again, but you and everyone else knows what you were meaning to say so guess what, you’re...
When did 21 become old?
Some kid crashed into Mark’s car last night. He looked like he was 16. He apologized to me for any inconvenience like I was his elder. It made me feel massively old. Shit.
I hate not being able to tell the difference between certain actors. Some of the most annoying ones: Linda Evangelista and Milla Jovovich Natalie Portman and Keira Knightley (in Star Wars) Rachel Blanchard and Alicia Silverstone Amy Adams and Isla Fischer (I still don’t know which is the British one, I just know Isla Fischer is Sacha Baron Cohen’s lady) And those are the only...
It’s only after we’ve lost everything that we’re free to do...– Tyler Durden
Some people, jeez.
I can’t seem to understand how ridiculously dumb some people can be. They try to go against everything you say and have a massive superiority complex. Grow up. Did someone drop you on your head as a child?
I did nothing this weekend.
Movies to Watch.
Movies to see: Richard Matheson novels turned movies: The Last Man on Earth, The Omega Man & I Am Legend The Incredible Shrinking Man Stir of Echoes The Comedy of Terrors The Legend of Hell House Somewhere in Time The Box (October 30th, 2009) Read: Button, Button: Uncanny Stories Others: The People Under the Stairs
I’m sick of just liking people. I wish to God I could meet somebody I...– Franny.
They’re coming to get you, Barbara!!
Don't feel well.
I’m having a terrible night and I hve to wake up in 4 hours. I can’t seem to feel all around right. There’s something in my heart, something in my body, makes me feel uneasy and awkward.
Mom: see, those are the kind of girls that get tattoos on their sides. (on seeing a picture of Megan Fox's tattoo)
Me: I know, but she's gross, mine will be better.
Mom: how about you get something on your lower back! That's a lot better and nicer.
Me: who are you!? You're actually telling me a TRAMP STAMP is better?!?
The power of removing letters.
I HATE YOU I ATE YOU I ATE YO A YO A O!
How come Zooey Deschanel can go from blonde to brunette and no one gives her shit!?
I just think it’s weird one group took refracted light. That’s...– Demetri Martin
Why is Polaroid film so expensive!?
I can make chats too.
No: well, if you're ever single
Me: and I have a 100 foot pole
Me: I'll give you a ring a ling
My claim to fame is burning a girl in the back with a cigarette.– Ana-Sofia
When you feel like you need a change in your life… Cut your hair, dye it, try a crazy new hairdo, change your makeup style. It’s that easy.